complete mayhem

This is an older picture of Tanni. Before she got completely needy. She is so attached to me lately, to the point I scream for time that is quiet and without someone near me. I behaving like a child.
When I was in the hospital she stayed with my mom, and even overnight a couple nights. I missed her and she apparently missed me. She is in my face or my stuff all the time. It's frustrating when I leave her home and my lipsticks are missing the lids and my bedroom door is wide open, I leave is closed.
I know some of my crazy feeling are stress, age and just needing time with grown people. I love my baby, I love her to the moon and back. Part of me has a weird feeling she knows something it going to happen to me. That is my anxiety letting my brain act a fool.
40 is around the corner, and I need to cherish the tiny years with her. She likes doing what I do. I never had that with Maggie, so I am making it a point forward....embrace it.